This weekend was GREAT! I couldn't have asked for a better way to feel "normal". I spent the weekend with family doing a few of my favorite things.
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And this weekend the sun shown. While hanging out at PaSaGshak, I almost forgot I was sick. I really did for a little while. I was so absorbed with eating s'mores, roasting hot dogs, and visiting I forgot to worry. That felt good in a way and also not good. I try not to be in denial. I feel sometimes like I have to remind myself multiple times a day what I am fighting for, or what I am fighting against. Or both.
It's conflicting. I really enjoyed being able to forget for a short time.
Sunday was church and of course hymns that make me cry, people that care and show it, and a time to strengthen my faith, testimony, and spirituality. After church we spent more time outside together and I was able to lose myself in the beauty of this place. The warm feeling of the sun on my skin.
Yes, It was a good weekend. This I guess would be some of the healing....spiritual healing, emotional healing. It comes in cycles now, but I'll take what I can get.
GOD bless you all.