One highlight of my day: snowshoeing with Damon in the yard. Highlight to come: possibly time for a nap by myself.
No more highlights right now, I am tired.
Tired of trying so hard.
Tired of struggling with my weight.
Tired of my issues with food.
Tired of BAD haircuts...and stylists who think I want conservative cuts. haha, that's the last thing I want
Tired of Damon not listening.
Tired of never being the one to be able to stay in bed as late as I want in the morning.
Tired of winter.
Tired of having Cancer.
Tired of not having my KODIAK friends around me.
Tired of craving bad food (did I mention something about food already?).
Tired of bills, and other peoples bills.
Tired of wearing sweatpants.
Tired of wondering......
Tired of being so far from family.
Tired of being TIRED!!!!!
It could be along tiring weekend.
Me and My Family
How about this....sometime when you're not so tired, maybe sit down and go through the list above and figure out which ones you can control, check them, and what's left are things you can do nothing about so accept them and deal with the others. Maybe that way the list will shorten and so will the stress? Just a thought. By the way, right now you don't have cancer!!! Right? Love you very much.
ReplyDeleteDani
ReplyDeleteThis is what popped into my mind when I read your post and I will pray that the Lord meets you!
I can't even imagine what you have been through the past year but trust that there is refreshing for you.
Lamentations 3:22-23 (English Standard Version)
22 The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; his mercies never come to an end;
23 they are new every morning;great is your faithfulness.
Praying for you my friend~
Sue
My precious daughter,
ReplyDeleteSome days are like this. And the thing about them is that the sun will set and we will rest and the next day we get to try again. And some things that are hard today will be as nothing tomorrow. Remember what your Granny always said, "Everything is temporary".
And you have been so strong and full of positive energy, working so hard to fight the big C and keep your amily and friends close, you are certainly entitled to a day of being tired of it all!! In fact you are probably entitled to a lifetime of it, but I know that isn't how you want to live you life. Have faith in your God, your friends, yourself, your family, and your knowledge that evrything is happening exactly as it is meant to be. I love you so much and forver and ever.
Mom
My son gave me a great gift and I want to pass it on to you. When you wake up in this morning .... it's a new day. That's all. Just shout "NEW DAY!"
ReplyDelete"This too shall pass" .... is also another favorite of mine.
Hoping the sun shines on your today and every day! love, susan